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EpsilonX
11-17-2011, 01:05 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7h03iByGolk



I'm not sad anymore, I'm just tired of this place.
The weight of the world be okay if it would pick a shoulder to lean on
So I could stand up straight.

I'm not sad anymore, I'm just tired of this place.
The homophobic bull**** that's somehow okay
Just because you didn't mean it that way.

I can't take anymore of all the scum in this place.
****ty dudes with tribal tattoos all around,
Lining up cheap beer and roofies for a party at their place.
Trying to convince freshmen they're somebody
By spending all of their parents' money on kegstands
And Matt says I don't fit in.

All this mallrat goth **** is killing me.
Thought that would end with high school at least.
But there are still kids and Matt says
"College hit those dudes like a ton of bricks."

So they're calling it blasphemy,
A ****ing catastrophe
For saying it's a stupid choice to make.
But this place just brings misery.
I hate what it does to me.
I fight, but I can't escape the way that I don't fit in with any of this.
And I don't think we're the same.

I'm ****ing losing my head trying to understand this.
Kids outside with guitars hoping for someone to notice.
No one wants to hear your sappy bull****.

All these fake-tan girls laughing at art school kids
Getting lots in return for being substance-less.
You're too caught in semantics to see it,
But you're no ****ing different.

So they're calling it blasphemy,
A ****ing catastrophe
For saying it's a stupid choice to make.
But this place just brings misery.
I hate what it does to me.
I fight, but I can't escape the way that I don't fit in with any of this.
And I don't think we're the same.

No.

I'm not sad anymore, I'm just waiting.
It's two more months 'til I'm done with this.
And I don't make sense to anyone but my best friends.
And I don't fit in anywhere but the back of the van.

About how I feel really..

LiNuX
11-17-2011, 01:07 PM
Congrats on finishing. What are your plans after?

EpsilonX
11-17-2011, 01:08 PM
Congrats on finishing. What are your plans after?

Well, i'm not done quite yet, but....the rest of it holds true.

ROFLBRYCE
11-17-2011, 01:35 PM
Wow, describes the last 6 months of my life down to a T. (Still don't get the expression. Hate the English language.)

It's all better when it's over, even if you're still in the same place when you're out. You can do what you feel and not worry about sh** all. I moved a couple hours away and instantly all the stress, worry, anxiety, anger, gone. I'm missing my gf of course with her living a few hours away, but it's all working out and my life is going in a good direction. The last semester is the hardest, but the best.

EpsilonX
11-17-2011, 03:38 PM
Haha I have 1 more semester at this community college, then 2 years at somewhere else, but the feelings are still there. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere.

ROFLBRYCE
11-18-2011, 02:14 AM
Haha I have 1 more semester at this community college, then 2 years at somewhere else, but the feelings are still there. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere.

Exactly, man. Refer to my last post. Hopefully you're gonna move away for the other college, but you'll slide in, and find your place.

EpsilonX
11-21-2011, 12:42 PM
Exactly, man. Refer to my last post. Hopefully you're gonna move away for the other college, but you'll slide in, and find your place.

im not referring to college though....just life in general.